Covid may Actually be a Blessing to actual REALITY !

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It’s starting to come to some sort of conclusion.

History has said to repeat itself in many articles … well In my opinion, at my age this is the “Big Top “ , of it all .

I’m over the popcorn , I’m now wondering how some are keeping those plates on a stick … or are they hmmm 🤔 It’s going to be ok 👍 Hang on Keep the correl Spinning <> Hang on Good folks 😎🤩

As St.Rology

Hope these times will help time heal within me ,

She can be tricky .. that Time .

Joy … that is who I would like to one day be … If not, see her at best or at least feel her power ..

Rain is comfortable… she puts the fire out and is always soothing when things are stressful I can always count on her , even when she comes around when I may not want, I trust in her reasons .. she makes me calm , aloof and I always feel that I need that …

Call it what you want I do not care (: Stars are pretty and they are soothing to the soul .. moons are beautiful also, but yet again tricky ( and a lot of fun at times ) ! The Suns are my favorite they make everything new and warm again … No matter what 😉

I will miss my Summer once again …

A song for every situation 🎶

When I think about the World today , I am just like man I wish people would just STOP , Collaborate and listen ! I mean it’s Hammer Time people ! 

I was just having a conversation the other day with a co worker about this very thing , I said just like this , “Just take me down to paradise city where the grass is green “, and they were like girl you just got to Ride that Train yea ride it ! All sarcasm ,saying “Welcome to the jungle” . Phffft , I closed that conversation real quick with Its my Prerogative ! 

Great now I have a stupid song stuck in my head you know the one by those Non Blonds … Hey , yea yea yea Whats going on … smh ..

Now a days it constantly feels like Waling on broken glass , always hearing , Oops I did it again ! Well sitting hear eating my meatloaf Im saying I won’t do that ! 

Today I’m feeling pretty good though , kinda like a Jet City woman or a Hot child in the city .. maybe it’s Hysteria ! You know not everything is so Black and Yellow like Snoop dog said . I mean I don’t expect life to be all Footloose , me always Walking on Sun Shine and shit buuut , I do want to be like,  I did it my way ! 

Woman Please ?

Men you need to march ! Yea , it’s like that a Man March ! I am a woman but I’m A Bartender , barmaid , I do not care what you call me , but you know what   ” bitches be crazy ” I feel bad for you guys . You cannot win , I mean one day she mad because you are not ( ain’t ) making her happy . The next day your walking through the door after a twelve hour shift bending over a dryer and she mad,again ! “You ain’t doing it right “! Yet she has done Nothing all day but be stressed out over family drama that actually may or may not exist …. typical ! 

Forget about the golden hook that linked you together in the first place …. because that shit has Rusted  ! Yep gone for now ! Poof , who does she think she is ? Madonna ? Nope .. God ! Yep she bat shit crazy and ain’t non of your “buddy’s ” have balls left to agree . Let alone the communication factor , yep that’s gone long before you even realize your balls are gone ! No mo buddy communication ! Well good news is  your not alone , bad news is most of the others are sleeping with your woman and your balls ..,, whoop there it is ! So , act now and create a mans march ! Yes a March for Men , Trump will support this thang ( it’s a good thing ) ! Hillary not so much ! Buuut

Woman need to again stop trying to be a man , shut up long enough to let him be who he is , a man ! 

Attn Woman : These MEN are lovely creatures 😎 give ya man his balls back and you may one day actually be a fricken princess ! Until then shut up because you have balls , yet your a woman !?? Duh 🙄 you are not attractive with those things ! 
You make too easy .,, 

They come a running to anyone that’s Not you ! Lol 😆 

Then bitch about that too !

Yet you should have dinner ready , clean clothes ( towels are important) and boxes readily available. Boxes are  very important… you should know better ! 

Grow yourself up !

Right now I feel a need too be inspired , not like yesterday being great full just to be hired or like everydays yearning to just be retired . 
A true feeling of filling the void , without always being so annoyed , bothered by ever one else’s needs , go ahead and act like you will one day find what you think you need without using little people like me ! 
So predictable what this world will become over the leaders that will follow and pretend to succumb ! 
Grow some balls is what you understand , so how’s about just be a wo man , dignity , grace ,discretion and being humble are the keys . Discipline, honor , love that requires you to sometimes get on your knees. 

Noooooo !
Someone may see ! 
Feel the stings the burns and all that hurts just trying to just take that responsibility that is all so cohearsed … It’s all in the books right there , right , can you not see ? You just said it the other day , right to me . 
 Why can’t you see ? It’s all so all cohearsed ! 

Grow yourself ! No one will ever be hurt ! 

Changing your ways to find yourself

Changing yourself like you change your underwear is not going to work in life .

Finding who you are by facing yourself will not be a comfortable task at all . 
Sometimes it will be like shopping for lingerie on Rodeo Dr. with a Wal mart budget . 
That’s if you even know where Rodeo Dr. is ? 
It’s important to know things and places , cultures and people . 
It is only most important after you know yourself , otherwise it is a as useless as using your frequent shopping card for gas points when you never buy gas , because you do not have a car . 
Not that it matters whether or not you have a car to begin with .
Or its the purpose to need lingerie to begin with . It also does not matter where you shop unless you know where your budget lyes to begin with. 
Otherwise , you will have what you always and ever needed from the moment you understood anyway and be happy with just that !
 FYI , I quit wearing underwear years ago ! I also hate driving ! Does not matter what kind of car I could have I would in the end still hate driving .  

A repost of my thoughts in early June 2015 ” Today’s the Day “

Todays the Day
This is about my thoughts past , present and future. In this new years beginning in 2015 a security blanket had been lifted , there have been moments of panic with thoughts of unknown premonitions. Its a year many will take notice to the bigger things that surround them. The year people will find themself, their voice, and forgiveness towards the little things. The truth, fear and sadness has begun to reveal itself. Some will feel this and have time to reform. Many will continue to see things only as they were taught. Humanities will return to many hearts, joining together in following along towards growth in our communities growing with the times and thinking ahead, understanding chosen compromised governmental strategies while having faith in our neighbors once again. It is time for the importance of things to come to light. Stopping the blame, excuses, ignorance and greed from becoming the traits of all surrounding existences. Not excepting responsibility is what will destroy us, stop blaming our government and help by understanding if your unable to help, then sit back and allow our to government keep order. Without them would we not be safe. Could you imagine running a nation. I applied critical thinking and came to understand many things are for reason. I mean look at the very things going on when decisions are made people breakout in wars among the cities, hatred and violence among our very own doesnt seem like a very reasonable solution. That is my thought today in this year 2015.

July 4th 2016

No one can analyze something they do not know .. It is only science . Just because you know a bit does not give you free reign. 
Hold tight , soon enough you may get enough to make a generalization, yet not enough to make an accusation. 
This calls for a little libation…., Maybe some prefer something along the lines of masterbation . 
This is not dirty , or is it ? 
It all may turn into a real celebration, 
may turn out to be an order to feel some true liberation ! 

How humane it must feel in our world today that we thanked God for this lovely ,beautiful thing we once called his creation . Did you forget as if there was a large separation ? 
So filled now with segregation , regulation and penetration !  
Where is your adoration ? 
We should choose to find admiration and veneration . 
It is all just another situation . Although, we will yet again fall into formation . Allowing others to feel adulation . When do we stop all the filtration ? 
Many think it is immigration or legislation ? Is it emulation or could it be their probation ? I’m sure you know and feel it is a violation . 
Feeling guilt , asking ” what exactly has been my donation ?” 

 It is not supposed to be like this Here ! Remember… 

An exploration or declamation , would be a great appreciation ! 
It is now a vibration that calls for acclimation or is it time for a mediation ? Do you all forget that we make the call for accreditation from our irritation , we have the right to call an arbitration…. 
Do you not see through its reputation ?  
I hear everyone of you making accusations through publications ! 
Look at all the correlation of deviations and simulations of litigations … 
Its time to Stand for Our Nation ! 

Just Asking …?

I wonder just how many people in the world can have something that would make them “something ” yet, be able to keep it a secret from everyone ? It may be money , talent , status or a certain something that would bring instant fame.
I wonder just how long someone could lose their ability of contentment within their own self ? Even with their own secrets . 

To the Sad , Strong & Bitter Men

Nothing is worse then taking a mental or emotional beating, some know this all too well. Just physically knock me down to the floor and get it all over with so I can have my own chance at anger. No one can get upset with you because your too ignorant to know any better. One can wait with patience while taking your hits. I for one am all too delighted to take the punches ! 
We know your much tougher and you think that the rest of us are weak , on the other hand I do not think I am small enough for you to understand that I am stronger. This is why and where I lye in wait. 
I give you doses you can hardly take but your giving so much more that I can no longer fake . 

Most will walk away beaten but you will never be the same bad person again. I will win,  you will be beaten down within your own physical games and you will have had lost an emotional battle that you cannot handle . 

It was your choice the entire time . It only took a decision to throw in the linens , up like white flags in defeat ! Only the best for you and I know who will cave under that fort we had once built In our dreams …